vent audios for when you hate yourself 

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

hi Im here to remind u this ur skin isn’t paper. ur face isn’t a mask, it’s a beautiful face. and lastly, ur perfect the way u are

✨twinkle twinkle little star alcoholics don’t get far. Unless they drink and drive. Let’s go for a ride✨

-people making jokes about suicide- ‘don’t look at me or I’ll k!ll myself!’ *everybody turns to look at* Emily 🙄 ‘omg guys! I won’t come into school tomorrow’ 🥺 somebody actually struggling: ‘Emily, that’s not funny. me and other people want to do that to ourselves sometimes.’ *silence*

0:43 is “4th of july” 1:15 is “in my blood” 2:02 is “everything i wanted” 2:29 is “softcore

Listening to this while my family is arguing.

Remember this the next time someone ever tells you it: Saying you’re not aloud to be sad because people have it worse is the same as saying you’re not aloud to be happy because people have it better

My mom called me ugly. And said I’ve been ‘’ Looking very disgusting recently.’’ Hurt even if I don’t think it’s true since I was asked out like 2 days ago, still really hurts when its coming from your mom.

guess I need to put this song on everyday now.

Awesome music taste!!!🤍🤍🤍 New sub!!!🤍🤍🤍

Pov:You did everything to not lose him.But now you saw his eyes looking and smiling to another girl....You couldn't handle it and you are now sobbing on the floor holding your broken phone bc you hit it on the ground really hard. You can't stop hating yourself now like me...

My gf needs to break up with me bc her father found out we were dating I’m sobbing rn I really needed this thank you

~I can’t handle rejection~

Hello amazing person I’m so proud of! I’m proud you woke up. I’m proud you showered. I’m proud you drank water. I’m proud you are food. I’m proud you let it out. I’m proud you went to school or out in public. I’m proud you are you. I’m proud you are alive. Im proud your breathing. I love you.❤️

listening to this on loop bc i always hate myself

the 2nd song already got me in tears.

BEST VENT PLAYLIST GOES TO🫶

venting in my notes app and online is my only therapy at this point how did i even reach this point I thought i could go vent to friends finally but I can’t get the courage to in fact i don’t have the courage for anything i cant build up courage to speak to my own mother about some topics i still can’t relize how i am a grown up now i am no longer a kid with no responsibilities it is probably because i spent my whole childhood wanting to grow up and i would cry alone behind my door every single day without anyone really caring my dad was never home at mornings and my mom couldn’t give 2 shits i would cry and cry till i would fall asleep then my mom would call me for dinner and if she noticed i was crying she would scream and tell me to stop because I didn’t have a reason to cry now i cant get myself to talk to my parents about my needs growing up i don’t have the courage for anything and i have no self confidence at all i still “act like a kid and need to grow up” now my relashinship with my mom is better I guess but i am not satisfied with it,she still gets mad for the smallest things and i have asked her to get professional help but she just won’t Growing up we lived in a 2 story house with my grandpa and 2 aunts downstairs and i spent most of my time there so that kept me very distance from my parents and our relationship grew worse but slowly i decided to go down less and fix my relationship with my parents and it worked but i still have my downs with my parents my dad is ignorant and puts himself always and my mom has anger issues i have fixed them a little bit i have noticed my dad is less ignorant and puts us first alot (us is my sister and me) and my mom is better no who am i kidding she isn’t i have just leaned to live up to her expectations and tricking my mind to think I enjoy it. I don’t really like it even tho my life is all put together now but why couldn’t i have a better childhood What did little me do to deserve such a horrible childhood,I don’t remember all of it but its for the better.

This song hits so hard . They ruined my life sm Made rumors Talked abt my body Took my bestie away from me Bestie don’t believe me at all anymore Bestie acts she doesn’t know me Around her other friends She treat me like sh Ppl telling me to h@ng myself Ppl shipping me with a bosnia boy just bc we are both bosnian. Overthinking NO MATTER WHATS GOING ON DONT GIVE UP! ❤ Bestie acts like she don’t know me around her other “friends”

Jesus Christ loves you ❤❤❤✝️😊

2:30 it’s called soft core 💕

Nice playlist =]🌼🤍✨

2:30 is soft core by the neighbourhood and 3:29 is wicked game by Chris isaak

if i knew it all then would i do it again, would i do it again?, if they knew what they said would go straight to my head what would they say instead?

I wish I could cry to this like people in the comments. Apparently I’m incapable of crying atp haha

Why is she so pretty? why does she have better grades than me? Why am i not skinny and fair like her? why does my crush likes her? Why does my parents compare me with her? why is she HERE? WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE VICTIM?? Why cant i be like her?

Am I the only one who has a mental breakdown then after a few minutes I am just like you are not the main character and the tears just stop and you just become embarrassed and the breakdown becomes an embarrassing memory.

what have i done? what have i become. when you said that it broke me, im such a bad person. i thought i could love you even if i didnt love myself

I hate life. Its so horrid. School I'd eating me alive. Existing is so goddamn hard. I'm gonna fucking fail at everything. I literally just relapsed and I can't do anything right.

Anyone else crying over a boy who played them?

when alot of your favourite songs are in this video: well fuck.

how did i turn out this way even though my parents stopped drinking sm before i was born?

The “idk the name” is soft core! 2:29-2:42 softcore

I was only 8 and it all started strangers care for me than my own parents strangers helped me my parents didnt notice and yelled at me everyday my mum asks my dad to kill me “YOUR BROTHER GETS SUCH GOOD GRADES A’S AND B’S YOU GET BAD GRADES HE WORKS HARD U DONT!!” He doesnt u helped him to that you didnt help me at all.. i thought my family was PERFECT but no they hate me, if my brother does sm to bully me or hurt me on purpose my grandma and parents say “he didnt mean it, it was just a accident” but when i make a accident “HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO HIM YOU DISGRACE”

for 2:29 its called Softcore by The Neighborhood

everyone venting without caring EVERYTIME i vent. it makes me feel so uncomfortable and gives flashbacks.

i just cried my eyes out, cut, and vented to like 3 ppl and my mom really started to go off on me, (she doesn’t know) but why, why, why, why.

New years is actually going horrible for me and I'm not okay

2:29 is softcore by the neighborhood :))

2:29 softcore

The title “ oh I hate myself all the time, perfect. “

Im so done, ive been through to much, how can a child face this much pressure? I got dumped today bus I was to needy and my gf wanted someone else, thats what happened with the last and then the one before that! I was planning a whole surprise for her for our anniversary but that has all gone to waste... I have been sexual assulted but the same boy for weeks and no one will help me! The councillors don't care either, they just want money... I am failing and my friends keep body shaming me and then leaving and coming back, its like they are playing with my feelings... the sh is addictive and everyone is so proud of me for quitting but I haven't quit. I am still trying attempts, they seem fun now.. Im used to the burning showers and the blood dripping down my arms, legs and stomach. Why does no one like me? I obsess over things when I am finally happen and that is why they go away! For example my relationships. if younger me saw me now she would be speechless.

Ptsd, anxiety, and seasonal affective disorder make everything worse. Ive lost a lot due to them. Therapy doesnt help and Im going back for the fourth tome next week.

3:30 - Wicked Game by Chris Isaak

3:29 - chris isaak - wicked game

The one that's "idk this one" is daddy issues

2:29 is called softcore by the neighborhood.

2:30 are we too young for this is the name

I had enough of life I wish I was happy

i found an old photobook from when i was 6 or 7 and there was a picture with my grandpa and u der the picture stood last christmas with grandpa i was crying so hard when i saw that lmao

0:00 my personal description has just been leaked-

3:29 wicked game------

2:29 the name of the song is softcore

2:35 soft core

am I the only person who feels sad but doesn’t know why?

Memoir make you stop dancing and overthinking too much how did you react when you hear the sound for the first time

2:29 is softcore.

this person gets it

emojis that describe my fam. 💝 mum: 👩‍🍼💗🚬 dad: 🏃‍♂️💔🫂 bro: 👊🤕💌

2:29 is softcover by the neighborhood

whats the song for the i hate people audio?

2:29 in soft core by the neighborhood

I know this is um related but the song memoir scares me lol

3:29 is wicked game by Chris isaak

The first song

. Leaving this here so I can come back when someone likes it:)

"For when you hate yourself" that's exactly what happened to my life I keep thinking I should be in a mental hospital I just finished crying about my body in the bathroom. Please don't reply because my family members also use this acc and I don't want them to think something is wrong with me

idk how long i have left. idk if i can take this any longer, everyone hates me. i cant yhink of anything else but sh and to kms. i probaly will and nothing will stop me bc everything sucks, my friends prob arent my real friends and i hare it

We’re all tired we all just want to be free but letting go is hard and they way out was never an option

what is the song in the background of 4:30

MOM WHO THE F4 AM I? mom: i- oh i- im sorr- me: MOM WHO AM I? mom: i-im-i-i im so s-s-so sorry s-s-swe-sweeth-sweetheart.. also me an hour later: i know who i am im a lying btc who is so rude, im sorry mom

My bunny just died... She got killed by my dog and I had to bury her by myself because my parents weren't at home. she died because of me I hate myself right now...... The fact that this hurts me a lot is the fact I saw people laughing. I am laterally crying right now

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Guys if you believe in god I need your guys help to please pray for my 2 month old cousin he's hospitalized and unstable I really need all the hope I can get I am praying and hoping for him to get better , I will always pray for you emiliano❤

yoo how are you guys??? Cool cool oh me? Nahh I’m good js been crying while looking in the mirror and s3lf harming more then ever!

Are you okay? Do you maybe want to talk about it?

Hey are you okay? I noticed the chapters

1:05

I wish i was pretty. Thats a thought that crosses my mind 24/7 its the truth tho..No wonder i dont fit in with the kids at school its bc of the way i look

My sister is having surgery and she has a 20 pessent thats she gn live so im crying soo much rn

!VENT WARNING! So I broke up w him but I don’t not love him he dosent love me,he said it so much it hurts but I had to do it or I could possibly kms😂

1:11 though.

2:11

0:35

I just don’t understand why it’s MY fault it’s not JUST school that’s bothers me! ITS YOU GUYS!!!!! ITS YOU GUYS YOU CAN NOTICE IM UPSET ABOUT SCHOOL BUT CANT NOTICE IM UPSET ABOUT YOU!!!!!! AND IM THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO LEARN!! YOURE MY GODAMN ROLE MODEL WHO AM I SUPPOSED TAKE ON WHEN IM OLDER???? WHY DO YOU THINK IM IN MY ROOM THE ENTIRE DAY YEAH BC OF YOU WHY DONT YOU TAKE THE HINTS ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!!!!!??!??!!?!?!?!

ГДЕ НАЙТИ 2:11

Pls Someone what’s the song for 1:04

I wish I was joking but I’m tired of my life and I have strict verbally abusive parents

What is 00:36? And 02:11???

whats 0:55 song name please!

Just lashed out at my mother in the car today, and I am a Christian, and I shouldn't act like that, because I was arguing over something stupid, because here's what's the problem. So I do chores, I do it a lot of things, and I, my mom gives me a lot of money, or she gives me money on my credit card, and I like to get a couple of things on shein and she won't let me have the app, she blocked it, she gets everything for herself and only gets me 2 things. And I can't have the app, and I don't even know what I want so, and also she treats me like a human slave She makes me go upstairs. And get her pajamas and her underwear while she's in the tub, she makes me see her Tata, and literally she is a lazy person, she makes me throw away your plate, she makes me go a bit early, get her something off of the counter when is not even that far away, and I have to do everything, and I don't have a good description of what life is like, but I feel emotionally drained, I feel like I'm sleep, I feel my family controls me I have no life for myself I can't do anything for myself everything I do is up to them I get no decisions how the fuck am I supposed to grow up and knowing how life works I guess I can blame it on her and be like well my mom said I was too young I just I feel like what I did today made me a completely different person and I feel like who even was that I feel like the devil took over me and that is not who I want to be I do now I be toxic the last thing I ever want to be as toxic and I will never be toxic and I just don't understand I raised my voice at the highest fucking level for no reason and I feel like I'm the problem

got called ugly by my bsf today.

What does any of this even mean to me?

Im scared, i dont want anyone to find out im a furry. So many people have bullied me already for different reasons, i dont want anybody to find out. Please, im only 11, please help me with my negative thoughts :/

Bro I’ve gotta stop listening to sad music it’s not helping 💀

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